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| A Soldier from LID 22. | 
While   we were rushing pass the High Court on Lower Barr Street they cut off   the power and the whole city had suddenly descended into a total   darkness. Only the City Hall and Sule Pagoda were dimly lit by their own   emergency generators. When I looked down at my little wrist watch the   time was well over 11 O’clock. Right ahead of us were the lines of  armed  soldiers from Myanmar Navy blocking the street at the intersection  of  Lower Barr Street and Merchant Road. 
We were now hopelessly trapped.
Bespectacled big brother now holding me tight by the neck whispered to me, “Little brother, we have to run into that lane between the MEB (Myanmar Economic Bank) branch and the American Embassy.” I told him that lane was a no-through-road as the other end was a dead end. He said, “I   know, but we have no other way out. Soldiers have blocked everywhere   and we just have to run into the American Embassy from the rear. Once I   counted 1,2,3 we run through the gap between two soldiers to get into   that lane.”  
He was determined but we were scared   shitless. But I still explained to the two girls still holding me tight   by my sides what we were going to do and started looking for a  possible  gap among the lines of soldiers standing at attention pose. We  were all  horribly shaking with fears. And the bayonets at the end of  their rifles  were horribly flashing in the moonlight.
The   girls asked me what we were going to do if the soldiers started   shooting at us. I had not a bloody idea so I just answered them to run   to escape. The crowd around us had already accepted the fact that the   soldiers were really going to fire soon and some people started crying   out aloud while some even sung the anthem louder and louder.
Some were even shouting ridiculous stuff like People’s Soldiers Our Soldiers, People’s Army Our Army. And we could hear the loud cries of We are Myanmar, What we’re doing is For our Myanmar from   the crowd behind us. I thought these cries were the desperate  pleadings  of people to the soldiers to disobey if their superiors gave  them the  orders to shoot.
By   that time we were at a quite a distance from the crowd back at the  Town  Hall. There were only 20 or 30 people near us. Then the  bespectacled  big brother quickly counted 1,2,3 and we four ran through  the lines of  soldiers. Others followed us. 
I   didn’t even recall how I pulled through two soldiers the two young   girls holding tight on my each hand. Amidst the yelling of the surprised   soldiers I didn’t even remember how we four and the rest all got   through unharmed without a scratch on us. But we got through the lines   of soldiers.
Only   later I could conclude that the possible reasons for our lucky escape   were that the soldiers didn’t really expect us to run through them and   they probably didn’t have the firing order yet and they were only the   navy men stationed in Yangon. If they were the battle-hardened Chin   soldiers coming from the frontline we would have been slaughtered like   what happened to the rest just a few minutes later. 
Taking Refuge in US Embassy 
Once  we were out of the Lower Barr  Street we pushed away the barbed-wire  barricades from the Embassy lane  and tried to enter the American Embassy  through its side door. But the  brick wall behind the Embassy was more  than two men’s height and the  side entrance had a full-height one-way  turnstile through which one can  only get out not in. No way could we get  into the embassy’s backyard  through that turnstile. 
So   we broke through the door of the rear wall of the adjoining Government   office and climbed onto the protruding air-conditioning units on the   back wall of that office. From there we pulled ourselves onto the rows   of barbed-wire mounted on the top of more than 20 foot high   rear-brick-wall of the embassy.  From there we had to jump down onto the   ground of the embassy’s narrow backyard. It was so high one of the   young girls fell and sprained her ankle.
All   together 22 in the backyard we counted. We didn’t even dare to breathe   aloud. The backyard and the whole surrounding was completely dark and   lifeless silent. Suddenly the lights in the backyard came on and the   CCTV cameras mounted on the back wall of the Embassy were alive.   Bespectacled big brother yelled out aloud in English that we were   students and immediately the lights gone off.
Then someone from the laneway shouted through a handheld loudspeaker, “Hey,   the group going in there, come out now. That area is the territory of a   foreign diplomatic mission and you all will be prosecuted. Come out  and  go back homes now.” Then we heard someone calling the man with loud speaker, “Captain, Captain,” and after the sounds of the footsteps rushing away from the lane way the total silence had come back again.
State Massacre
The   troops had rapidly tightened their constricting hold of the besieged   crowd by shooting anyone on the streets and quickly advancing their   attacking lines inward towards the City Hall where the epicenter of the   huge protesting crowd was. Army had even issued hundreds of 12 gauge   shot guns to the shooting troops on the frontlines to enhance the   effectiveness of close-range killings. Conservative estimates put the   death toll at 10,000 at least.
Even   though we all sat together really close and holding each other’s hands   tight in the darkness our bodies were shaking with sadness and  surprise  and fright and anger altogether. Bespectacled big brother said  in a  crying voice, “Remember today and this time, and never ever forget this.” The time was 15 minutes before 12 O’clock on my watch. 
11:45 in the night of August 8, 1988.
I   was so angry I had frightening goose bumps all over and the shivering   made the hair stood on end. My whole body was uncontrollably shaking as  I  tried to control my busting anger. I felt like letting my mind go  and  break some thing violently there.  
After   few hours of shooting we started hearing the rushing in of many trucks   on the streets and later the watery splashing sounds of many   fire-engines cleaning the roads with their fire-hoses. Then we heard the   same many trucks driving fast passed the embassy towards the naval   wharves of Yangon. We could clearly hear the desperate Please help us, they are taking us away, they are killing us pleas and the deep screams of the wounded from the passing trucks. And all of us there cried.
As   their usual practice to hide the mass slaughter the Army immediately   sent in the sand-filled open trucks to remove the dead and dying from   the scene. The bodies some of which were still-alive were then taken to   the sand-filled naval barges waiting at the Yangon Naval Base and then   dumped at the crocodile-infested waters where the Yangon River meets   the sea. The Army also used the fire-engines to clean the scene of   massacre spotless within few hours to remove all the traces of mass   slaughter. 
Finally the noises had slowly died down and the previous Army Captain came back again with a real loud speaker this time. “People   still in the Embassy’s backyard, come out and go back to your homes   peacefully. Otherwise we will take appropriate actions according to the   law,” he started shouting at us again. 
But   I and the bespectacled big brother rushed in and stopped him from   opening the door. After that we just blocked the door with our backs and   told every one in the backyard to back down and not to come near us  but  the two young girls were so scared they just came up and stayed  with us  by the gate. 
Later   the people from the Embassy’s second floor dropped down water and soft   drinks and cakes and bread for us. But I didn’t touch the food as I   didn’t feel like eating or drinking at all. Only fear and anger occupied   my mind and I was also thinking about the sad facts that the people   from the huge crowd in front of the Town Hall were brutally killed by   the countless bursts of automatic gun fires. Till the morning arrived   most of us kept on crying at the same time saying repeatedly that one   gun shot could hit so many people in the crowd.
At   about 6:30 we opened the door for the people wanting to go home. We   asked them to yell back at us if nothing dangerous outside but most just   silently disappeared except for the four who came back to the gate and   shouted there was nothing outside. But we didn’t believe them  and  still we didn’t dare to go out. Finally only six including me left  in  the Embassy’s backyard. Day was quickly breaking and we could see  each  other’s faces clearly. 
Except   for the big brother with glasses the rest were all teenagers 15 or 16   year old. Then we held each other’s hands tight and agreed to leave the   embassy compound. On the streets everything appeared normal like  nothing  serious had happened last night. Thoroughly washed asphalted  streets  were shinny black and not a piece of rubbish on them. Only then  I began  to know the brutal characteristic of the military government. 
  
I had the complete confidence to say that hundreds and hundreds of people died there that night by the evidence of me actually hearing myself the long bursts of continuous gunshots from the massive firing into the huge crowd. I could confidently claim that my statement is true. The bespectacled big brother and two young school girls are still alive today and they will be my witnesses.
I had the complete confidence to say that hundreds and hundreds of people died there that night by the evidence of me actually hearing myself the long bursts of continuous gunshots from the massive firing into the huge crowd. I could confidently claim that my statement is true. The bespectacled big brother and two young school girls are still alive today and they will be my witnesses.
Mourning for the Lost Souls
I   will be a witness in a people’s court when the time comes to prosecute   the mass murderers of Myanmar Army for the 8-8-88 midnight slaughter  of  thousands of people in Yangon. For cruelly firing into the unarmed   crowd in front of the Yangon City Hall exactly at 11:45 in the night  of  8 August 1988 in the darkness after cutting the power to the city.  The  Embassy’s CCTV camera records will prove our refuge that night in  the  backyard of American Embassy on the middle of Merchant Street.
Every   anniversary of 8-8-88 Uprising has been a difficult day for me as I   felt like drowning as if my insides were depressed to such extent that I   couldn’t breath no more. On every August 8 I always felt like I would   never be in peace again. But I am not praying for the fallen yet. Only   when the military is put on a trial and only after the huge blood debt   is repaid I will pray for the souls of all the fallen to rest in peace.
My   head bowed down with deep sorrow I salute the fallen monks, men and   women, and the students who have sacrificed their lives in their fight   for democracy in Myanmar.














 




















